i do not exist, you faithfully insist.

snow.

sheldynelaine — Wed, 09 Dec 2009 19:57:27 +0000

i haven’t written in so long. oh, well. it happens.
i woke up around 5 this morning and saw that everything was covered in snow. i didn’t know it was supposed to snow last night, so that made me incredibly happy. it was so beautiful and hadn’t yet been touched by plows or anything of the sort.
now… it’s not so pretty, but it’s still niice, and it’s highly appreciated.

i wish i had something worth writing about, but i really don’t. i just kinda felt like i should write on account of it’s been forever since.

Happenings.

sheldynelaine — Sat, 26 Sep 2009 23:58:52 +0000

“I didn’t steal your notes, bitch!”

sheldynelaine — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 00:27:03 +0000

HA. So, yesterday was decent enough. I spent it with the glorious Eren Lee for a majority of the evening, and then Lin for the rest of the night. Eren’s starting a new job on Tuesday, and I went with him to find new shirts. Mission; unsuccessful. Oh, well. Mmm, after searching high and low, well… at least low.. for his shirts, we decided to head back to the, ‘home’ area. We listened to music, ate icecream, and went to a coffee place, where they were having live music. Interesting enough. Lin came after she got out of work, Eren left, and Lin and I decided to call it a night.

We get home, and we decide to prank call people because we had nothing better to do, and surprisingly… it was a TON of fun. We called, California, and New York. Mostly California. Mostly Los Angeles, to be exact. The things we heard… oy. So funny. Anyway, we called this one chick, but it was just a voicemail, so we left a message saying something along the lines of: ‘I really don’t appreciate how you took my notes. I mean, I know I said you could borrow them, but I need them back so I can have a chance to study before the test.’ I don’t know… something like that. We get a text a little while later saying, “I didn’t steal your notes, bitch!” I don’t know, we found it to be so amusing.
Also! 1-323-770-0000. Pft. Weirdest thing ever. Chickenman? Crime-fighter? I don’t know… try it out:)

Future husbands, friends of the present & old lovers.

sheldynelaine — Fri, 18 Sep 2009 14:06:37 +0000

Hung out with Melissa last night. That was an adventure to most definitely say the least. We hit the mall first, and we’re coming from the food court when this guy from the Sprint kiosk is waving me to come over. Me not knowing him kept looking behind me to see if he was talking to someone else, but there was no one behind us, so I tell Melissa to go over and see what they want. So we get there, and it was one of the weirdest things I’ve ever experienced. Basically, to make a long story short… Lis ended up with a new phone, for FREE mind you, and I hugged one boy twice, asked out on a date, asked if I’d marry, and then to end the conversation, this boy said, “I love you.” I don’t know. I’ve just never had a mall experience like that one before. It was really intense. I couldn’t really speak, I was just in awe that people actually did crazy stuff like that, lol.
Anyway, after the mall, we just hung out for a while. Saw David, and then left after a while so that he could sleep. Later on in the night we saw an old friend of mine, Max Brown. I hadn’t seen him in so long. It was great. He’s the most interesting boy I’ve ever met.
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On a side note. I’ve been acting really weird lately, and I do not approve. I need to knock it off, really. For some reason I feel like I’m missing my ex-boyfriend, and I really don’t know why. I don’t like anything about him. Not anymore anyway. I think I should be fine.
I’m going to be fine.
I’ll be fine.
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Also, I had a really strange dream. I was in a mall, and these two kids decided to pull out guns. It was really scary, but I saved a baby, and it was the cutest thing ever. Everyone was safe in the end.
I really want a baby:( Haha, oy.

Music? Anyone?

sheldynelaine — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 14:06:21 +0000

My bestfriends and I are going to start a band. I think it’s going to be amazing.

Frenchkiss.

sheldynelaine — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 12:43:30 +0000

So, last night I went to the Diner with Lin. It’s always an interesting experience — comic relief.
We arrive and get seated in our favorite booth(we go there a lot) – good way to start the Diner experience off, but as we are seated and the host leaves, Lin and I start cracking up. Me, not being able to control laughter even a little bit rush to the bathroom first thing. I think we just started laughing at the people seated in the booth adjacent to ours, and with the new construction that went on, the dividers are lower so you can see pretty much the person’s whole head. The privacy within booths is not all that great, and I don’t know exactly… those people were just highly amusing for some reason. Just an awkward looking bunch I suppose. They were old, too… and it terrified me that one day I would be old as well and look like that.:( After laughing at the old people next to us(Mean, I know), Lin goes to the bathroom and the guy behind us starts talking to me. I kinda just smiled and went on drinking my milkshake and texted her to hurry up. Ha. Yeah… The reason she was actually in the bathroom was because there were a group of guys in the corner booth, and I told her I thought one of them was really cute, and I wanted her to look and see what she thought. So she gets back, and I say, “So? What do you think? Kinda?” and she responds, “Gay.” and I’m like, “Huh?” and she said, “I think he’s gay, Sheldyn.” and it was depressing because well, that one on the end was cute and obviously unavailable, lol. Then, throughout the night, each one of them went to the bathroom(From that corner booth), and I think they were all gay, which I wasn’t too sad about because there was only that one cute one. I could tell though, because one guy skipped to the bathroom and sang a pretty song on his way there.

Word to the wise;

sheldynelaine — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 16:58:13 +0000

Keep yourself busy. What’s that phrase my dad would always say? Ah, yes…
“An idle mind is the playground for the Devil.”

Fractions.

sheldynelaine — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 16:15:24 +0000

Last night was interesting. People pissed me off, but I’m quite certain I wasn’t their cup of tea either. It’s funny how things happen and the way we(as in people, myself included) act. Oh, well.
I remember one talk Kristle and I had one day. She was telling me how someone had told her that even if you’re good friends with someone, you can’t really expect the people you love the most to love eachother all the same.
[i.e. Karen is one of Sarah's best friends. Lauren is also one of Sarah's best friends. Sarah would think that Lauren and Karen get along, but that's not necessarily the case. You're friends with someone because they fill a certain spot that needs to be filled. Everything Karen has to offer, Lauren possibly gets somewhere else, and/or doesn't want that spot filled at all.]
Ha, sorry for the “Kindegarten Educational Moment” there, but I don’t know… certain things like that have been bothering me. It’s alright, I’ll figure it all out eventually.
Good thing about last night, though, I got to have a good talk with a friend of mine. I learned some things about him that I honestly had NO idea about. I have no words on it, really, I’m just happy that he felt he could talk to me about something like that.

I also had some pretty strange dreams last night. I don’t remember the correct flow of things, but I do remember bits and pieces:
Part one; consisted of my ex-boyfriend(Ryan) and it was really weird. I try not to think of him these days, lol, which isn’t all that hard, but for some reason, in my dream, he was dating this chick and I was pretty jealous, and at the time I realized I wanted to date him again, a war was going on and people were dying left and right, and idk… it was weird to say the least. I got him back though, and his girlfriend was pissed, lol. Pft, I don’t know. I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t care if he dated again, I don’t know why I had a dream like that, lol.
Part two; consisted of a whole bunch of people just hanging out at a pool. It was surrounded on all sides by a big hotel, and there were so many of us all having a good time. I went into the pool which turned into an ocean? But still remained a pool at the same time? I don’t know… it was awkward. Well, I’m kinda just swimming there and out of nowhere I see this gigantic-ass stingray swirl up in the sky and dart downward to all of us in the pool. I was with my ex-boyfriend, Ryan(I’m not quite sure how he ended up in there). I yelled to him to please move me so I wouldn’t get stung or anything, and he moved me just in time to be saved from being clobbered, but the tail end of the sting ray sliced my leg open. In the pool it looked like nothing, so I didn’t bother with it. The stingray left, so we all assumed we were safe and stayed in the pool. Not even five minutes later it was back, and I just rushed out of the pool with Ryan. I asked Ryan to get me a towel. Then a friend of mine, Rogen, came out of no where. I asked him to get me a towel as well, I’m not quite sure why. They both came back at the same time and I felt kinda weird. Then I remembered I had a cut on my leg from the thing, so I went to look at it, and my whole leg was just like, butchered. Alright, well not so much butchered, but a long gash nevertheless. Then another old friend of mine, Span(Stephanie) came out of nowhere with like idk, anti-bacterial stuff and a spray on band-aid. That hurt like a bitch when applied.
Part three; I can’t remember too much. All I know is that with the help of someone(I can’t remember who) I had to fight off some evil zombie looking girl. I think we won.
Part four; this one was really weird. I made it a habit to jump off of a 35 story building. The weird thing is I did it multiple times and came out unscathed every single time. I jumped off with an inflatable thing in my hand and everytime I was in the middle of falling the thing flew out of my hands and I went from drifting somewhat to complete falling, yet I remained unharmed. I think I did it prior to watching movies on a big screen. There was a huge screen that played movies outside for people, and I think I just jumped off buildings for fun or something because I landed on a roof everytime and I would lay down and watch the movie.

Pretty weird dreams; I’m quite aware.

Edit; undo.

sheldynelaine — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 12:15:31 +0000

I had an amusing dream last night. Not all of it was amusing, some of it was kind of scary/awkward as a matter of fact, but anyway:
So, for some reason there’s a scene on the computer of a bunch of lions destroying animal hide and huge pieces of meat(Odd, I know). Then all of a sudden, there’s this really huge piece of meat that none of the lions can tear into. One lion thinks he can do it if humans open the piece of meat, and then catapult him into the piece of meat, shut the piece of meat and have him claw his way out from the inside(Odd? I know). The lion is catapulted into the piece of meat. The piece of meat immediately closes tight, and the lion finds himself trapped. It’s so thick, he can’t make his way out of the piece of meat. He’ll surely suffocate to death, so he screams, “Edit; undo! Edit; undo!”

For some reason, I found that to be a highly amusing dream.

Monday afternoon.

sheldynelaine — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 18:12:29 +0000

Everything is weird. Everything seems weird. To me, anyway. The way things work; things in general. I wonder what’s in store for me. I wonder what my future holds.